Without words!

I remember a time, when nobody in my class wanted to talk with me because I always used to write something in this blue leather like covered diary from 1998. It was my mum's diary which she kept in a wooden drawer sideways to our 13 year old bed. She never used it and when I asked for it she would say, "At first learn words to write on it, then do whatever you wanna do with that diary." I took that way too seriously. I started to take out my first dictionary from a large half broken glassed bookshelf and started to search the words that can mesmerise a writer. And my first word that I learned and got was, Dilapidated. Used in the terms of buildings and furnitures, old and in very bad condition. I felt like, at that time, this word was talking about me! I went to their bedroom, opened the drawer and took the diary out. I felt like quit a jackpot hitter at that time! And I sat in front of the TV with that diary on my lap, thinking who am I and can a single word describe a story. I tuned HBO, and it was Charlie and the Chocolate Factory on air. I saw the movie un-blinked, well when there wasn't a break! A story of a child who knows the right timing and was full of faith. The movie ended and the first thought that poped into my mind was, 'Can there be a part II of that story?' Well, I did wrote one part 2 and I lost it too. That was my first story that wasn't without words. It was full of imagination, idiocy and gangster! And when I was upgraded to 6, it was recognised my the name, "The Adventures of Tom Sawyer"! I'm still surprised, too! Seriously, the story really didn't have a word that the student of my grade that time knew and I still feel great! And now, when I sit in front of my laptop to proceed all my 7 stories, I'm naturally, find myself, Without Words!!!