Foods, Words = Love!

I still can recall when I first fell in love in. Well, in true love. At first when I told my friends about him, they were like, 'It's a celebrity crush, it's gonna fade with time!' I wanted it to fade with time, too.It was rather painful than bright sky, tasteful broccolis and doing the homework on time. I usually used to stay up late, go to the balcony, and tell myself to stop liking someone I didn't even knew about. Not to be a far-fetched  human being. But it was the only thing that kept me sane. Made me see the positive side of a positive thing. He made me believe in things that I didn't even knew could be done my me! I wasn't at all moral, nice, kind and optimistic. But seeing him made believe that I can accomplish anything. Also him being a cook also struck me! I loved food and I also loved writing about it! I used to take out that old leather blue diary and try to write sth that was only related to him and me, like foods explained through a bunch of dictionary words. As I typed before, the celebrity crush, well he is was and possibly will be the grounds to watch the Masterchef Australia S5! Yeah, I'm being way to precise. But when I look at the 50 page document of him and me, I feel like and idiot! But also in the other hand, kinda think that I deserve a chance. Currently I have nowhere to go with that document and somehow, I don't want him to know. Cause I know, getting your heart broke can mean nothing and everything. I had mine's broken once, the wound's healed, but the scar's still there! It was horrible the first time and the past has an astute and cunning way of haunting my present and future. And, only mine, cause I know, "To love someone is an awesome feeling and only love can change a person and their aspect! But food can love and change and also make you look like African Orang-utan! And by it, I meant the fatty one!" ;-P